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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

really so hard,I feel very hard.

It really so hard to bear my family,it was so many stress from it...

How can I do???

I don't understand what she think,she did so many thing that I don't know.

I don't know who I can tell,I don't know who will listen to me...

no one will understand.....

so unhappy.

 


Thursday, August 31, 2006

These few weeks , my boss was not in HK , he was enjoy his holiday . I try my best to do my own work.
I hope I can handle the work myself,I don't want to impede him to enjoy his holiday. 
We always contact in "msn" . it was so convenient. ^^
 
It cannot be denied that my work was lesser than the past, but I am diligent to do my work every day.(I am not praise myself)
I have a partner -- Yam . She was worked here one years ago. I am very pleased her work , but...her mobile will ringing all the day.
That why I don't want to let her know my boss was not in HK. First few days, my boss haven't back to office, she ask me many times
where he go. At last, I have no alternative to tell her. I can guess what happen after I told her --- talking phone, mobile ringing.........
I hate it. Sometimes I am talking phone,the other line is ringing,there have no one help me. I am not resist she use the telephone in
the working hour. I will also use the telephone to talk with my mother,my husband will also call my me by mobile.But I know how to
stop before going too far. I have talk with her about this problem before . I feel there have no improve. I don't want to blame her any
more. So tired of it.


Monday, August 14, 2006

Feel

The few months have occur so many thing,I want to write down my feeling at this moment.
In February,we decide to marry. At that time,so happy that we can confirm our identity to my relative.
Originally,all of my relative(include my father and mother) were oppose we together.
They oppose because my husband age was older than me many years,and they afraid I will repenrant in the future.
After few months later,they little by little to accept him.They can feel my husband is really love me.
In these few years,my friend and my relative always have a date to play,bbq,birthday party...
In Fanling.there was many place,we can bbq,play "ma jok" every time.So happy.
In the last third part of February,we start to prepare the wedding.
 
In March & April,we always go to buy the bitty thing of wedding. The money seem will fall away themselves.haha~~
We try to find the cheaper thing in any place,the process was so hard ,but so sweet lie~~
Lastly,a difficulty that is hard to overcome---my blood relation father.
One day,I have ask him go out to have a drink,tell hime I will get marry.
I feel he was so unhappy,he afraid my husband was not heartfelt.I also so down when I know his feeling.
My father has not see my husband before,then we have date a night to have a dinner,my mother,grandmother have also come.
Long time no see my grandmother la,more than five years...after we have give him a tea to drink,I feel he have 180 change.
He smile,I am now 22years old la,I haven't saw my father smile like this time.In the past, when we go out,we will not talk more
than 10 sentances,but now,we talk more and more.So happy because I feel my father was accept my husband la~
I have more relax than the past when I see him.He and my grtandmother have also buy a gift to me for my wedding.
We have a dinner with them on that night  then they will not come on my wedding date 5/5 .
 
In May,It was near the date I wedding.I feel excite before the day.On 4/5 ,I have no work today and go to take the dress,flowers...
Many relatives have want to my mother home,there have more about 20 peoples come from china.They come to Hong Kong to
participate my wedding.So happy that so many people come to my wedding.
5/5 morning,I wake up so early,because I were so excited. I go out to set the hair then back home eat something.
About 9:00,my husband come with his fd,at that time,all of the people so happy and ask my husband to give them money.
After about 45mins,they have play some games,then give money and open the door,my husband to take over me. 
The feel was so sweet on that time.After some ceremony,we eat lunch at home,then go to the place which we hold the wedding.
The night was so many people come . We have hold 22 tables. ...
At the end,they go and give us a best wishes .
 
In the last thisd part of June,I have got a news,I were so unhappy.
At last, I have to settle it with my husband in July.
 
Now ,It was August. My husband was birthday on 1/8 , I have wake up at 6:00 and made a cake to him.
It make me so tired.But I am happy that he like it.Although there was many chocolates that I like to eat.
On 9/8 ,last two day,my sister got the result of the HKCEE. It was happy that she has got 16 points and can study Form 6 on Sep.
Hope she can study it as well...Today is 11/8,I have hear one of my friend will get marry in the next year.
At that time,I feel I am really a adult.My life is into another process.
 
Hope all of the people can have a wonderful life.